That sneaking suspicion of yours could be on target. You just might be correct that
• your make-believe God
• the God you dread
• the God you want to believe in
• the God made in your image and likeness
• that thing who would do exactly what you would do if you were God
does not exist.
Thanks be to God.
He is much better.
He’s that than which nothing great can be conceived.
One day, soon enough hopefully to forge a relationship with Him, you will be happy to discover that.